Maistuhod

2005-09-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

it's weird. i remember when my grandfather died years ago, i didnt say anything. I didn't feel anything. I didn't cry. But yesterday, when he died, i just broke down. Maybe part of that was for my late grandfather as well. Because back then, i was too young to understand death.

But now I'm not.

well la-dee-da

2005-09-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

"are there lesbies in your school?"

oh my. haha. how fun.

Last thursday, i went to this place with tarot card reading! but when i was about to do it, i realized i was too scared to know the future. So, we just left. haha.

Interesting fact: did you know that if you score '100' in the magic mic thing in power station, your next song is free? "Why have we been making it so baduy until now??" LOL. how interesting.

Jamie wished me a happy birthday yesterday. hehe. Sorry Jamie, It's January 9, not september, but it was sweet of you to care ^^ i was thinking, "what? It's my birthday?" haha.

God, you know what else is funny?

Francis: You ruined our play (our rep play XD)

Dom: "i dont care its not like we were paid anyways"

Okay now that is funny! we weren't, for a fact, paid. lol.

So many things have happened. And i learned something really... shocking. I cant believe that she would do that. THat was really, really low, even for her. But... uhm... can i say.. oh well? haha.

Oh well.

Silent tears

2005-09-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

awkward! akward.... 0.0....Oh God! How embarrasing!... nnooo.. haha. that's sad. oh well.

I remember a poem that i read before, and totally forgot it until today.

I am strong

I stand tall

Nothing will break me

I will not fall.

Standing still through all my fears,

time will pass and things will heal,

as the world goes by with my silent tears.

The feeling is surely gone, and now it makes me wonder if it was ever really there. I had an interesting talk with Ms.Nympha. I didn't know that she was really bothered by it, that much. But now that i see, i guess I am too. Nothing turns out the way we planned.

Why is it, the more people you're with, the more you feel alone? it's weird. And i dont understand why people are just so.... ugh. annoying. annoyingly stupid. yeah, lets go back to that icon. The people that i would least expect myself to have a good time with are the people that i actually do. Have a good time with, i mean.

You think you know someone, but then you realize that you know nothing about that person. It's scary. It's ALSO unfair when I AM the one who ALWAYS-----...... >.>.... actually, you know what? I think I've said too much already. I'll stop before i start babbling!

2005-09-07T13:32:00.000+08:00

How do you know when thing's are gonna change?

When one day, you realize that you're the only one living in the past.

I guess you dont.

But somehow, i feel that everything will turn out okay.

No matter what.

it's funny how one simple thing you do can affect someone so much.

..glares

2005-09-06T16:20:00.000+08:00

that is specifically.. directed to someone.

it's so annoyingly stupid. But, I guess its to be expected of that person. *shrug*

2005-09-05T16:54:00.000+08:00

"Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible, it's those moments, no
matter how depressingly few and far between, that makes growing up worth it .it
will be okay"

-Dawson's Creek

That's probably all i ever wanted to say. :)

lemons rock. period.

2005-08-29T15:55:00.000+08:00

First of all, some guy is literally, going around the village spraying a great fog of anti-dengue (if thats how you spell it coz therese didnt know either 0.o) so it smells really bad and i think that i'll just die of that. oh well

Does anyone actually know the meaning of hitch? as in: I hitched a ride. haha. I feel like people do know... but not those who i ask. haha. Anyway, i'm in a good mood now because i finished... part of something *blink**blink* er.. nevermind.

I acutally finished the video in one evening! its not that great.. but, oh well! its not like they have a choice! and also, time for brownies! wohoo!!

I know these past few days... or weeks, i dont remember... anyway, i've been acting all 'oh-the-world-sucks-and-everything-is-changing', but i talked to someone yesterday and had a really great time, and i just thought...you know, life's not all bad. :) After all, as the saying goes: "When life hands you lemons, squeeze the juice into a squirt gun and shoot it into other people's eyes."... or better yet, "when life hands you lemons...take those lemons and...squeeze the juice in life's eye and ask life..."How do you like that ?!".... - T.J. (edited by me. )

er.... i'm kidding of course. :)

good gracious great balls of fire!

2005-08-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

This.is.the.worst.news.ever.

Nooo... this is the worst thing that could happen. I hate it!! Why would this happen?!? I've been waiting all MONTH for this! It's so dissapointing. Gosh. This sucks. I cant believe this is happening..... ah well, at least there's still hope. Very little hope, but still, at least there still is....

My life will officially rock, or suck on...October 1.

I really hope they make it. Hope. Pray, and all that jazz...

2005-08-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

it pisses me off. I mean, now everyone's doing it. I dont think they even understand what it really means. tsss... whatever na. And also, if some certain people would not be so (how ironic)... witch-y *hint**hint* anyway, i think i have rights to say that.

I dont want something. No. Not if i have to get it this way. I'd rather just let it go... which, i guess i have made up my mind that well, i will. Let it go, i mean. For some reason, i feel like it doesnt matter anymore. If they don't care then why should I?

I shouldn't.

I won't.

....

Okay, well, i'll give it a week.

evil schmes, dreams and...er...creams. how utterly poetic.

2005-08-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

tsk, tsk, tsk.... some people *cough*Mrs.****cough* just wont accept gifts. Food or not? isnt that simple enough?

This is from Mrs.***:
I LOVE YOU *******!!!!!

hehehehe. sorry. i'm really evil. get used to it patti!!! Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

phases of chocolate

2005-08-23T16:57:00.000+08:00

After eyeing her chocolate bar, she looked back at the him. "The melting of this chocolate bar is considered as physical change, right?"

He nodded.

"When this chocolate bar melts, I wouldn't like it. It won't be a chocolate bar anymore but chocolate syrup or liquefied chocolate."

She took a bite from the chocolate. "But you know what? I would still eat it."

"Why?"

Finishing her chocolate bar, she looked at him . "Because, whether it melts or not, it is still chocolate."

-The Princess' Sonata

"The melting of the chocolate bar symbolizes the changing of a person. This melting may be hated by many but only those who really loves chocolate, whether it be solid or liquid, whatever form it takes would eat a melted chocolate bar... just like how the people who really accepts who you are could accept your change...

Melted chocolate is still chocolate."

I guess, when people change... you cant really say that they did because thats who they are. When they do, they are still themselves, right? So its not exactly changing, if thats who you are. Its like the chocolate. No matter the state, it was, in fact, still.. well, chocolate. That said, is there really no such thing as change?

Labo, right? Well, for me, its just hard to hold tight onto something that wasn't really there at all, because then, i guess it was just useless for me to try.

... oh well. guess what!! i found my name tag! wohoo!! haha. my sister's friend saw it and gave it to her, who gave it to me so.. yay! :)

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A hand above the water

An angel reaching for the sky

Is it raining in heaven

-Do you want us to cry?

And everywhere the broken-hearted

On every lonely avenue

No-one could reach them

No-one but you

One by one

Only the good die young

They're only flyin' too close to the sun

And life goes on -Without you...

Another Tricky Situation

I get to drownin' in the Blues

And I find myself thinkin'

Well - what would you do?

Yes! - it was such an operation

Forever paying every due

Hell, you made a sensation

You found a way through

- and One by one

Only the good die young

They're only flyin' too close to the sun

We'll remember

-Forever...

And now the party must be over

I guess we'll never understand

The sense of your leaving

Was it the way it was planned?

And so we grace another table

And raise or glasses one more time

There's a face at the window

And I ain't never, never sayin' goodbye...

One by one

Only the good die young

They're only flyin' too close to the sun

Cryin' for nothing

Cryin' for no-one

No-one but you

Queen : No-One But You

of birthdays and responsibility

2005-08-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

When your problem is passed on to another person because you didn't do anything about it, i guess you cant help but feel ppaaarrttlllyyy..... responsible.

Presto: my situation.

It's funny actually. Not in a ha-ha way though. I just feel like i'm partly responsible, and so i just have to help out somehow. Haaayyy... anyway, forget about that first and talk about well, peoplewhowerebornonthisveryday... just like.. hmm... oh, i dont know. sam. haha

Happy birthday Sam!!! :)

Oh by the way! dont forget to watch the Kim possible Movie!!!!! haha. it looks cool.

So, what's the haps?

2005-08-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

Prospects, hope, destiny, opportunity. This card represents peace of mind, serenity and tranquillity.
SEED MODE ON: Gundam Seed Tarot

the 20 minutes in which i was in the vigil was nice. hehehe.

Puenta Fuego rocks!! haha. I went there with sam, mica and joyce. it was super fun.

Things i learned while i was there:

I love taboo [we stayed up until 1:00 am playing this. haha]
I want to watch the Kim Possible movie.. hahahaha
Never watch scary movie 3 in a 2 hour car ride and DONT stay by the window shield
always remember to hang your towel OUTSIDE in the sunlight if it is wet, and not in the bathroom, crammed with other wet things
Dont collect sea-shells then place them on your only towel... you'll need it for drying up
NEVER bring a black shirt
Do NOT carve your name on the sand or you might see a cellphone number there the next day
Dont wake up at 5:45 am to see the sunset. you wont see it.
During night time, turn your cellphones OFF and remind everyone else too, so you wont have to wake up 5 BLOODY times because of it.

hahaha. helpful, wasn't it?

so little time, so much to do.... does nothing

2005-07-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

i have to do..... around 6 pages of math homework, plus i have to do 4 pages of research, i have to edit a video that's due on monday MORNING , i havent started ....i have about 2 quizzes, i have a filipino group presentation on monday AND a social studies report... my balita. haha. oh, and i have to make a slogan for my social studies group project....

and i dont think i did any of them so far

and yet i'm here doing nothing...

hmmm.. sounds about right. haha.

i'm dead arent i?

it was the best of times, it was the worst of times.... i dont know, somewhere in the middle

2005-07-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

"Jump!" Kyle yelled, preparing to leap forard.

"Are you crazy?" Catty held back, grabbing Kyle's wrist with her free hand and stopping him. SHe didnt have the willpower to make herself dive over the ledge.

"Have faith." Kyle looked at her encouragingly.

Catty turned. SHadows shifted beneath the long line of trees, and the Regulators became visible.
SHe sucked in air and nodded. "okay."

"Screaming helps." Kyle held her hand more tightly, his tension obvious.

"Like you needed to tell me that," Catty shouted.

- daughters of the moon ; book 11.

hahaha. sorry, i just found that so cute. hahahaha

this morning was pretty much the worst day, so far, in my high school life. (haha)i have 2 new big problems now..*sigh*.... but then after... the rest of the day went really well. I even got to *cough* say 'hello' to people!!! ....3 people! haha. labo noh? oh well, you wouldnt get that. hehe =)

So now, i have to do my BALITA haha. yeah, so that sucks. oohh.. and name tags are printed, i just dont know how they look like yet. haha.

since i'm in the mood for putting 'haha' or 'hehe' (as you can see.... er... haha?) i'll just put it all out... *takes long breath*

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

the pittiful people watching something in Mariel's house... namely, Aida : the documentary

2005-07-26T16:44:00.001+08:00

hahahaha. the title says it all.

So yesterday, there was no school (thank GOd). i had a lot of things to do... but then i just went to Mariel's (Vasquez..er.. is that how you spell it?) house (which, btw, is SO nice!!) anyway. haha. Me, Mica, Andrea and Patti (Ocampo) were there. It was so fun! We watched our play... which was kinda bad... the singing, i mean. so sorry for those who i forced to go and watch. haha. kidding.... and we kept on screaming whenever our part came.... okay, okay, okay.. I kept on screaming whenever my part came. haha

Her dog is so KSP. it would bark at you until you pat it or hold it or something. hahaha. it's cute, i was afraid of it at the start though. Patti and I XD haha

After, we didnt know what to do soo.... we made a "movie"!! hahaha. a Horror movie!! It was weird. lol. but oh well. there, thats it.

( i brought my video cam, in case you hadn't picked up. yeah... the documentary. haha. i thought Patti was serious about it... she wasnt... oh well, it was fun. haha)

Today went by, suprisingly fast.. yeah.. it was a good day, i would say (i'm such a poet. LOL).

stupid editing softwares..

2005-07-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

................ STUPID EDITING SOFTWARES!!

of rain, glass and sleep

2005-07-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

4 hours of sleep is very,very, VERY little.

friday was so much fun!! there were 11 scba people there and it was seriously so fun (wait, didn't i say this already?). we had games and sharing and stuff. then after we *Cough* sleeped. haha. i only slept for 4 hours!! i had really BIG eye bags the next day. haha.

quotable quotes from yesterday:

"To test the strength of glass, you have to break it." -Kenna's friend who got it from discovery channel 0.0

"coz i had nothing else to wear. kidding." -raina

"Come on guys! You can do it! (how do you do it?) - raina

"okay, that's all it said in the little piece of paper so i guess we're done." - maui

Angela: what does outside mean?
us: err.... not inside!!

so now, i'm editing our SLA video!! i made mistakes and had to repeat it 4 times!! this is my 4th... haha. so I guess i have to do it now -___-

of blogs and usernames

2005-07-21T08:20:00.000+08:00

Finally! i have a blog! 0.0 it took me so long to come up with a username. haha.

So anyway, today was soo much fun! it started out great. someone *cough* said hi to ME!! haha. Bea went home during Grammar though.. it was so unfair, this is the conversation that happened after she left

Me: psst.. ica, am i sick?
ica: *feels if i am*

*Ms. sees * -___-

Ms: no you're not marisha
Me: Ms!! I was with Bea the whole day!! i think i'm sick too!!

she didnt believe me though and she was laughing. haha

Lunch time, I talked to another person! hahaha. it was so aliw.

yeah, so when i got home, my mom brought this book with wallpaper designs in it so that i could pick one for my room. there's a realy nice one in there which i chose =)

Maistuhod

well la-dee-da

Silent tears

..*glares*

lemons rock. period.

good gracious great balls of fire!

evil schmes, dreams and...er...creams. how utterly poetic.

phases of chocolate

of birthdays and responsibility

So, what's the haps?

so little time, so much to do.... *does nothing*

it was the best of times, it was the worst of times.... i dont know, somewhere in the middle

the pittiful people watching something in Mariel's house... namely, Aida : the documentary

stupid editing softwares..

of rain, glass and sleep

of blogs and usernames

..glares

so little time, so much to do.... does nothing