Thursday, September 08, 2005
<9px>awkward! akward.... 0.0....Oh God! How embarrasing!... nnooo.. haha. that's sad. oh well.
I remember a poem that i read before, and totally forgot it until today.
I am strong
I stand tall
Nothing will break me
I will not fall.
Standing still through all my fears,
time will pass and things will heal,
as the world goes by with my silent tears.
The feeling is surely gone, and now it makes me wonder if it was ever really there. I had an interesting talk with Ms.Nympha. I didn't know that she was really bothered by it, that much. But now that i see, i guess I am too. Nothing turns out the way we planned.
Why is it, the more people you're with, the more you feel alone? it's weird. And i dont understand why people are just so.... ugh. annoying. annoyingly stupid. yeah, lets go back to that icon. The people that i would least expect myself to have a good time with are the people that i actually do. Have a good time with, i mean.
You think you know someone, but then you realize that you know nothing about that person. It's scary. It's ALSO unfair when I AM the one who ALWAYS-----...... >.>.... actually, you know what? I think I've said too much already. I'll stop before i start babbling!