mybrokenWING;

Sunday, September 25, 2005

it's weird. i remember when my grandfather died years ago, i didnt say anything. I didn't feel anything. I didn't cry. But yesterday, when he died, i just broke down. Maybe part of that was for my late grandfather as well. Because back then, i was too young to understand death.

But now I'm not.

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;5:02 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

well la-dee-da

"are there lesbies in your school?"

oh my. haha. how fun.

Last thursday, i went to this place with tarot card reading! but when i was about to do it, i realized i was too scared to know the future. So, we just left. haha.

Interesting fact: did you know that if you score '100' in the magic mic thing in power station, your next song is free? "Why have we been making it so baduy until now??" LOL. how interesting.

Jamie wished me a happy birthday yesterday. hehe. Sorry Jamie, It's January 9, not september, but it was sweet of you to care ^^ i was thinking, "what? It's my birthday?" haha.

God, you know what else is funny?

Francis: You ruined our play (our rep play XD)

Dom: "i dont care its not like we were paid anyways"

Okay now that is funny! we weren't, for a fact, paid. lol.

So many things have happened. And i learned something really... shocking. I cant believe that she would do that. THat was really, really low, even for her. But... uhm... can i say.. oh well? haha.

Oh well.

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;10:39 AM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Silent tears

awkward! akward.... 0.0....Oh God! How embarrasing!... nnooo.. haha. that's sad. oh well.

I remember a poem that i read before, and totally forgot it until today.

I am strong

I stand tall

Nothing will break me

I will not fall.

Standing still through all my fears,

time will pass and things will heal,

as the world goes by with my silent tears.

The feeling is surely gone, and now it makes me wonder if it was ever really there. I had an interesting talk with Ms.Nympha. I didn't know that she was really bothered by it, that much. But now that i see, i guess I am too. Nothing turns out the way we planned.

Why is it, the more people you're with, the more you feel alone? it's weird. And i dont understand why people are just so.... ugh. annoying. annoyingly stupid. yeah, lets go back to that icon. The people that i would least expect myself to have a good time with are the people that i actually do. Have a good time with, i mean.

You think you know someone, but then you realize that you know nothing about that person. It's scary. It's ALSO unfair when I AM the one who ALWAYS-----...... >.>.... actually, you know what? I think I've said too much already. I'll stop before i start babbling!

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

How do you know when thing's are gonna change?

When one day, you realize that you're the only one living in the past.

I guess you dont.

But somehow, i feel that everything will turn out okay.

No matter what.

it's funny how one simple thing you do can affect someone so much.

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

..*glares*

that is specifically.. directed to someone.

it's so annoyingly stupid. But, I guess its to be expected of that person. *shrug*

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Monday, September 05, 2005

"Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible, it's those moments, no
matter how depressingly few and far between, that makes growing up worth it .it
will be okay"

-Dawson's Creek

That's probably all i ever wanted to say. :)

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;4:54 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

lemons rock. period.

First of all, some guy is literally, going around the village spraying a great fog of anti-dengue (if thats how you spell it coz therese didnt know either 0.o) so it smells really bad and i think that i'll just die of that. oh well

Does anyone actually know the meaning of hitch? as in: I hitched a ride. haha. I feel like people do know... but not those who i ask. haha. Anyway, i'm in a good mood now because i finished... part of something *blink**blink* er.. nevermind.

I acutally finished the video in one evening! its not that great.. but, oh well! its not like they have a choice! and also, time for brownies! wohoo!!

I know these past few days... or weeks, i dont remember... anyway, i've been acting all 'oh-the-world-sucks-and-everything-is-changing', but i talked to someone yesterday and had a really great time, and i just thought...you know, life's not all bad. :) After all, as the saying goes: "When life hands you lemons, squeeze the juice into a squirt gun and shoot it into other people's eyes."... or better yet, "when life hands you lemons...take those lemons and...squeeze the juice in life's eye and ask life..."How do you like that ?!".... - T.J. (edited by me. )

er.... i'm kidding of course. :)

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